a letter to jeff

 I know it's simple of me just by writing this here, but there's something that the world needs to know. Papi I'm not holding back. no more hiding... the world must know how I feel about you and how we met... honestly I never thought we'd last this long. almost 4 yrs wow n I still LOVE YOU. every time I'm with you life just seems to be better. Every time I'm around my soul seems to be at peace. you're the only one that can understand me. you're the only one that doesn't judge me, the only one that can put a real smile on my face when I feel as if my world is falling apart. you always make me cry but their tears of joy. joy because I no longer have to be alone, joy because I wake up everyday next to you, and joy because you've opened my eyes. I know  find myself in dark places at times, but when I'm with you the world seems to sit still. imagine the world asleep with only us walking around it's beauty, with the stars looking at us and the moon shining on us. walking around the world seeing all the secrets she holds... just you and me. sounds like a dream huh.. well, that's my dream... I live to love you and your love allows me to move forward... who would have thought that it's possible to meet someone online... after all we met on Myspace... lol... it's fun to see the expression on ppls faces when I tell them I met you on Myspace. when I think back it's crazy how the day we first seened each other we never stood apart from one another. from the good and the bad I'm always here for you. it's like destiny everything was perfect, you even know my family without having to have known me. that was a good thing 'cuz I didn't have to introduce you to everyone since you knew pretty much everyone.. lol. your a pain in the ass sometimes but I took you AS IS... so I can't return you. lol but I know I'm as much as a headache so I guess we are equal. ;) I just want you to know how special you are to me and when you read this know that I LOVE YOU.......

it's been a while

wow it's been aready a month n i haven't post anything, must have been busy. wow it's amazing how time flies by. i don't really have anything to say right... i've been helping my mom get situated since she moved back to jersey... big change for her since it's been so long since she's been out here, everything different for her here. i love having her around. it's been years since we've spent dis much time with eachother. i'm glad for her and i hope she finds happiness here even though this place is hard to cope with...
well dats it for now... i have to get ready for work tomorrow...