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ok... i'm excited b cuz there's this book that i am reading called NERVOUS.... BY ZANE... she's awsome. I MEAN AWSOME... lol.. i'm almost to the end of it so i don't want to write about the book itself... ok before i say anymore ZANE'S books has alot of SEXUALITY... i mean A LOT... LOL. beinging that i have read like 4 or 5 (well i own the of coarse) it got me thinking. is it really that bad for a woman to express herself sexually i mean guys do it all the time. see, her novels are great especially to women because it lets us know how it's ok for us to have a you know WILD SIDE. hehe. see, when a women is known to have sex with more then just one guy, several guys she's a whore, hoe, slut, ect (need i say more). but i think that there's many types of sexaul women and that's ok for one to experiance what most are afraid too.
        you that female that every guy wants. that female that seems to b so misterious and cold but HOT at the same time. well that's the female that's not afraid of doing or saying or even asking for SEX. but she's also the female that never is seened with a guy, why??? simple this female like to keep herself and hers PRIVATE. mmmmm understand..... no, ok.
         lets see another type is. you know that female that most crave for. the one that looks at you and makes your birdy tickel... lol that female that lets you know right from the door what she wants and expects no more or less from you. that female that goes to her closet and chooses the man FOR THE NIGHT. the one that claims that she don't need a man to keep her warm... lol well that's the type of female that most confuse as whores, hoes, sluts., just cuz she knows what she wants and even gets what she wants.
now.

i know and completely understand that there has to be a point where a female has to respect herself.
i think guys has it good cuz they can sleep  with as many as they want and not b considered anything. i guess. right? i don't know really i'm not a dude. there's some women who are afraid to say the word sex, fuck, intercourse, or anything that names a body part. lets face it people 2010... things are changing and the sex indistry is rising every year.

don't get me wrong i'm the one to sleep with strangers. i have one person and this persons satisfies me in all types of ways. remember be safe, prevent unwanted things you know what i mean and live and love life to the fullest cuz there's only one... i'll write more about this next time... there's some things i have to do... laters

I TO YOU

I think of you everyday.
And I hope you think of me that way.
I dream of you every single night.
And I hope you think of me once or twice.
I wait for you so that I can see you.
And I hope that you can see me too...
I pray for you so that you wake the next day.
And I give thanks to the almighty when I see a
         smile on your face.
I'll give you my strength when you are most weak,
I'll give you my all even when you're not next to me.
I gaze upon you in hopes you gaze upon me.
When you cry I will make it all better,
When you are lost I will find you.
When you feel stranded I will... no matter...
I stay close but not to close so that you can still breathe.
When you need guidance you can always count on me,
'Cuz I will never.... I just simply WILL......