Thursday, May 27, 2010

I Tried...

I struggled for a very long time because of you.
I tried to ignore the signs and move on because of you.
I tried to hide my tears with a happy smile because of you.
I tried to forget about my future and lost my mind because of you.
I lost myself, not recognizing my own reflection because of you.
I made enemies and lost all my friends because of you.
I gave up on my hopes and dreams because of you.
I no longer saw me for me because of you.
I did some fowl shit because of you.
I fully lost it for a month or two.
I broke down and walked a dark path because of you!
I contemplated the end because of you!
I cried endless nights because of you.
I hid myself for a long time because of you.
I tried to make justice but failed because of you.
I tried to look pass all odds but couldn't because of you.
I tried to make good memories but ended up with bitter ones because of you.
I ran away from everyone and everything I loved because of you.
I tried my hardest to embrace the truth.
And that's when I simply gave up on you...
But I tried....

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

never

Never will you fall 'cuz I hold you in my arms
Never will you break down , even if I'm too far.
Never will you fall again,
Never will you cry because we will never be then just friends.

My heart is yours, locked in your soul forever,
Your heart is mines which will let us be together.
There's a lot for us to see, but it can be shared,
Once it's time for us to dream I will always be there.

Never have I fallen 'cuz you're always by my side,
Never will I feel as if I want to break down and die!
Never will we part,
Never will you be away from my heart.

People say to never say never, only 'cuz I don't know what can happen,
But to me it's never say never if you don't really mean it.
I only say never 'cuz I say it from deep with in,
I will love you forever and I will always mean it.

Never will my heart change,
And never will I too,
Never will my love faded,
Because I'll forever love you!!!!